I felt it was time for an update. I actually felt that much earlier this month but with school, a trip to Kansas City, a trip home and now school once more, I guess you could say that I haven't had the time. All in all, life has been pleasant.
When I last wrote, I spoke of being depleted and I would like to say that I've allowed time for thinking and some peace and quiet. That is not to say that I have not become frustrated or discouraged by friendships in my life. Oh, I have. The most important thing that I can remind myself is to take care of myself. I need to come first for a little while. Sometimes, I need to let others come second, as selfish as that sounds. In this time of my life, I am about to begin a new chapter and it demands attention.
How do I feel about graduating and moving away from my small college town of five years? Bittersweet. More so sweet. There are many parts of college and my own college that I will miss but at the moment, I am more than ready to start on a new leaf. I want to be challenged. I want to me new people. I want to live in a different place and call it home. Who knows if I will adapt the way I hope to but I cannot wait to find out. I believe God has a great plan for me to enjoy if I am willing. I would say I am willing.
The perks of being in my senior year are knowing what is right around the corner. Of course we all know what comes with senior year. Senior projects, internships, resumes, interviews galore, and many, many hard decisions.
I recently put up my senior interior design show. Yes, interior design is my major for those of you that do not know! That is for another post. It was challenging to work all the pieces together and get the details just right but I did it. I accomplished one of my last senior projects! I finished my resume and I've received some great feedback about it's strength. I hope that means I will find a decent job starting out. Now, to send my resume out everywhere! My digital portfolio is done and ready to be sent out across the globe (not really!) and I am relieved to have that taken care of. Little by little, I am wrapping up my last semester of college and little by little, it is hitting me.
I am almost done. I am almost out in the 'real world'. I am almost 23. Yikes!
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